So I am pretty sure that I had another post in here but it did not show up because Blogger is a piece of shit. Actually I think what it is is that it hates me. And to add to it I do not think that I will be posting anything overly personal on here as my boyfriend has discovered the Url. Not that I was trying to hide anything but seeing as I am no longer allowed to discuss my personal life with anyone I thought that this might be a good forum to vent. But as it seems I am not allowed to have that either. I tried to tell him that I wanted to have some personal space but he seems to have decided that I do not need that. So this will be the last post that has anything to do with my personal life. Incidenatlly I am in a hotel room now and I am in a piss ass mood becuase I spent all day at a funeral and I would like to do something but of course my party animal sister only wants to sleep. I would think that it would be nice to do something seeing as I have been in this hotel room all goddamn day! Oh well.........At least I can go out this Saturday. I am sure that my boyfriend will probably have half of Victoria watching what I am doing but oh well at least I am not stuck in a hotel room in Calagry with nothing to do!
8:12 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2000

I have to say that I am 100% fed up with my whole relationship. I can not wait until January 15 when I get my won place. Actually at this rate...........It may be a lot sooner than I ever expected!
5:50 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2000

I am not allowed to chat at work anymore! Do you know how much that sucks? Well that is not the full truth I can still chat but it has to be on break time. What am I going to do now that I can not talk to my friends all day long?!?!? Ummmm I know come up with a sneakier way..........hehe!
4:49 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2000

Well that pisses me off! How can I beat you if I can not even load the stupid gaming files on my computer?!?!? I have had one shitty day today. i got a virus that ended up making me format my hard drive, I fought with the boyfriend (what's new?), and now I can not get MSN Gaming zone to load. Oh the misery of it all!
9:02 PM

So you think that you can beat me in crib do you? Did I tell you that I am the master? I guess I did not. Get ready to learn little grasshopper!
6:11 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2000

We spend so much time complaining about relationships and how hard they are and how hard done by we are and then you read something like this or like this. And you remember that you need to slow down and start to look at some of the good things in life. Sometimes that stuff is hard to see for all the shit in the way. But the problem is that we have trained ourselves to pick up on the bad a lot easier than we pick up on the good in our lives. Alot of these "blog" websites are full of people like you and me hoping that someone out there has the answer, when really we already have the answer. We just have to take time out from looking at all the misery, sadness, and negativity and look for the positive and within that I think that we will find the answer. At least that is what I hope.
6:13 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2000

I know Stile has some disgusting stuff on his site. But I gotta say. The guy can make me laugh.
10:08 PM

Wow you move quick! You just met the guy and you are already having an abortion. So is this about relationships that are not true love or is this an issue of abortion? I agree that people jump into bed with each other too soon, and that people can fall in and out of "love" a little too easy. But this is all about learning. You like someone and then that changes and you move onto the next one. When you find that one person and you stop thinking of "the next one" that is when you accomplish your goal. Is the word love misused? Of course it is and it always will be, becuase half the world is still learning about love, God knows I am 28 and I have yet to figure it out myself. Now if you are talking about abortion, well we already know my views on that, but I think that is where parents and teachers come in. They are there to educate their children how to have safe sex. Because let's face it, kids are going to do exactly what we tell them not to do. So we need to teach them the proper ways to protect themselves. We should almost not have a need for abortion if we would only start taking responsibility for our children. Take care of it before the problem even starts.
12:27 PM

Friday, November 17, 2000

As disgusting as this is I also find it to be really funny!
4:46 PM

Too bad the world can not be like it I thought that it would be when I was a little girl. I was convinced that I would be married (once lol) have children and live in a beautiful home with my handsome doctor husband, and our dog. I would have a career out of the house and he would go to work every day and come home and we would be a loving happy family. Shit! I could not have been farther from the truth!
1:49 PM

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